I recently had the privilege of getting a spinal cord stimulator implanted in my spine.
It has been one of the best medical opportunities offered to me this past year…and now at 8 weeks post surgery I couldn’t be more thankful for it.
Nerve pain is horrible, and something that I had no idea about until experiencing it myself day and night. At first it was really hard to manage, but was at least still manageable. But over the last 10 months there literally was no type of therapy, medication or basic surgery that could touch it. It was so exhausting both physically and mentally. You don’t want to let yourself be physically controlled by pain, but practically you actually often don’t have a choice.
This past year has been challenging in many different ways. We may not always be able to control our circumstances, but we CAN control our emotions and actions. I have been encouraged by so many others who are going through incredibly difficult life situations, yet they don’t allow circumstances to shake their beliefs and therefore they don’t lose hope.
It is so easy to forget that our lives are a gift from God, and even when we feel pain and discouragement we are privileged just to be alive.
I am so thankful for the grace God showed me by letting me get this surgery done. It is definitely a success in reducing the nerve pain enough to regain a quality of life. My prayer is that it will continue to work well even in the years God still gives me here.
I am thrilled that I was able to start physio last week, and look forward to continuing to recover!