Obedience before Understanding

Reflections from the Bryce/Zion Freedom Challenge…

When I signed up to be part of the Prayer Team on the Bryce/Zion Challenge this past June, I didn’t know what God was going to do, but considering it felt like a miracle for me to actually be going, I was very expectant.

Saying Yes
It felt like a big step forward for me to say ‘yes’ to this challenge, as just to physically travel there was something I knew God was going to have to really help me with.

Three years ago I got very sick, and from that time have been on an interesting journey with God, where I have learnt to remain thankful despite 24/7 (and many times unbearable) nerve pain.  My ‘work’ since 2013 has been in Zambia with OM, developing a skills training & discipleship centre for vulnerable and marginalized women.  However, last year the pain from nerve damage became so debilitating and I had to return to Canada for further medical care.

Not Losing Hope
Throughout the past year there were many times when I actually didn’t think I would ever be pain-free enough to be able to walk beyond 5 minutes at a time.  If it wasn’t for Jesus, I really would have lost hope.  When a trial starts to span a few years, there may be moments when we start to shift our eyes onto ourselves and our weaknesses, rather than on God and who He is.
I think that is what was starting to happen with me, but God had a plan…

Throughout different types of involvement with the Freedom Challenge over the last number of years, I have always seen how God is not only using the movement to bring healing and hope to those who are oppressed around the world, but also to each of us who say ‘yes’ to participate in the challenges.  I knew God wanted me in Utah for this challenge, maybe even for a boost forward in my own healing journey…

And Unexpected Invitation…
Being part of the prayer team was so amazing, but after the first few days of the challenge I had the urge to experience God on the hiking trail…but how would that happen??  A few minutes later after having that thought, I somehow found myself in a conversation with one of the hiking guides.  She said to me “so, are you going to join us on the trail tomorrow?” I felt a surge of nervous excitement go through me, but proceeded to remind her that I am on the prayer team and am still recovering from a recent back surgery.  I said I feel God might be asking me to try hiking, but I have not yet walked for more than about 20 minutes at a time, and would really hate to slow the whole team down just because of me.  That didn’t seem to bother her, she was so gracious!

It almost felt surreal.  I had zero fear, just expectation.  My mind was focussed on God and his strength.  I didn’t know how I was physically going to hike the next day, but I knew that taking this step of faith was an act of obedience, and that He would make it happen.

Totally Relying on God
So there I went – I ended up hiking with the beginners group for a total of almost 5 miles!!  This was a miracle!  It was an incredible day, where God proved that if we stay focussed on Him, he will keep showing his power through us.  I realized that if I would have doubted God and let fear control me, I probably would have not made it very far at all.  Each step that I took turned into an act of worship…and It was so rewarding to totally rely on Him to give me the power to keep going beyond what my body was previously capable of.

I am still on the healing journey, but will not forget that day and how I experienced the faithful God walking with me.  During that Freedom Challenge God really blessed me with a deeper understanding of His love for me, plus physically blessed me with a boost forward in my healing.  I am SO thankful I responded to His invitation to go!

Through this journey, especially in the chapters of much challenge, I am reminded to continue walking faithfully together with Him, to be obedient and trust the route He’s taking me on even if I do not fully understand ‘why’…this is when it gets exciting!

For more about the Freedom Challenge, visit www.thefreedomchallenge.com

 

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Climbing for Freedom

A friend recently asked me the question, “over your past 2 years in Africa, what is the one thing that you have found to love the most?”

My immediate answer was, “seeing someone experience freedom for the first time ever, or for the first time in a long time…walking the road a few specific people who were so caught in poverty and felt they had no identity or purpose in life, but now knowing they are living daily in freedom.”

As I reflect back over that question, I greatly realize how important it is for me to help others come to a point of freedom and hope in their lives.
I have been so privileged to grow up in an environment that does everything it can to help me pursue my dreams.  I have been so greatly empowered, so therefore I desire to empower others. 

I have now been a missionary with OM for 3 years (1 in Switzerland, 2 in Africa).  Throughout this time, my heart has been torn in half so many times by the intense living situations so many people have.  It can come to a point where you either numb yourself to the hurting and pain of others, or you stand up taller and do something about it.
I am trying by all means to do the second option, together with God’s guidance.

My involvement with the Freedom Climb in Zambia has been that of working with vulnerable women…actually helping to establish a skills development program for them that brings them to a point of sustainable living.  I also have the privilege of aiding some of the other projects supported by the Freedom Climb, like the Makwati School.

This July, I have chosen to take another type of stand against the exploitation, abuse and poverty I have been living amongst.  I am climbing in this years Freedom Climb – an 8 day trek through the Alps, beginning in France and ending in Switzerland.

I am choosing to climb on behalf of the many children who have been abused and labeled to have no future, and the many women who have been thrown out, rejected and left without a voice.

In order to climb I am required to raise $10,000
What an opportunity this is to raise awareness and funds for such beautiful people!
I am designating all of this money towards the Tabitha Skills Development project and Makwati School in Kabwe, Zambia. (both projects supported by the Freedom Climb)

Will you join me?

Alps Climb LetterCheck out thefreedomclimb.net for more information